My 2nd cousin...what a crazy guy. He gets pulled for attempted murder and his defence is: "If I was me I'd have done a bloody good job, and he'd be dead."

Lol, got to love him.

Anyway, the sun's shining (kinda) and the weather's getting better. I'm feeling quite happy! Still no luck with the jobs. I cancelled that interview I had on Friday.

I applied for a few more. Pay's so bad! I mean, I've given up all hope of ever owning a property, which used to be my goal in life, so that's a bit dissapointing. My writing really does seem to be going to pot too (boohoo). I just can't seem to concentrate anymore. Just getting through the day is such a struggle. I've decided to see the doctor (about how to be more energetic) - who apparently was very complimentairy about me :D

Yes it's true. Apparently my mum went to see the Dr. yesterday and he said, "Before we start I want to say what an amazing guy Dan is." Or something to that effect. That was nice of him :) made me smile when I heard. He knows everything that's happend and has seen me keep it together - although it doesn't feel like that on the inside sometimes.

Sorry, I don't mean to sound lazy. I usually work very hard, but everything just feels such a struggle these days. I keep thinking, give it a week and I'll be ok, but the weeks roll on and well...here I am again. I'm convinced that it's me. I think maybe I've developed some sort of lethargy and I just need to buckle down. I'll try doing that.

But...

YES YES YES!!

I'm going away this weekend. That'll be good.

And my car insurance just wrote me a second letter asking me to prove that I have no claims bonus. I already rang about 2 weeks ago and told the man about it and he said that was fine. It's worrying though. I don't want to be driving around without propper insurance :-/ I might give them another ring.

Anyway, all this talk of trying harder. Guess I'd better put it into action. (I'll start with a cup of coffee, a tidy up and Bob Marley.)

:wave: