By providing you something to listen to when you read my blog

My feedback on the story went well. I got a fair few tips. So I'll try and write that over the next few days as I know some of you would like to read it Actually I have to chance to submit again this week, so I may well rewrite it, then hand it in again to make it the best story EVER.

Anyway, are you fond of sand dunes and salty air, quaint little villages here and there?

I need that!

I was chatting to a girl I know last night. We were both saying how sad it is that neither of us get to touch other people. Since being single, it's like, no hugs, no holing hands, no kisses. I must go for weeks without even the feel of someone else’s skin. Her ex has been really horrible to her, both in the way they split up and what he's doing now. She asked me to, "kick his ass."

And there was a revelation. Well, it was news to me. I've known her for 10 years, right? Since I was 14. She says that she's met some men from the internet. I said that I rather meet people in person and then get their number, etc. She said that found it hard to meet people, although there were some people at worked she like, but they were women.

So I'm: "Haha, yeah, women. Too bad they're girls!"

She's: "Yeah, my gaydar's not great."

I'm thinking: "Ok this joke is going a little far now".

She's: "So although I'm bi, I just usually go out with guys."

I'm thinking: "Ok, really not following the joke now, sounds like the kind of thing a, err, bisexual person would say."

Anyway, as you've guessed, she's bi. I mean...c'mon! WTF was that all about?

We're just having a friendly chat and she does that to me. What am I meant to say, "oh, sorry to hear that!"

It's not big deal, but I had no idea. I suppose she's never had any need to tell me, but I was a bit shocked. I tried not to act it though. So was all: "Ok, lovely weather we're having recently."

I suppose last time anyone told me anything like that, they made a really big deal out of it, sitting me down, etc. When you're introduced to someone as gay then that's fine, but when you find out someone you previously thought was, isn't, it's strange. "oh, can I watch next time?"

Especially since she's 25 and I'm 24. All the people I knew as straight that turned out to be gay told me when we were about 15 or 16.

Struth!

I find bisexuality hard to fathom. I'd always wonder if I'd be enough for them. I suppose because once I was going out with a girl and she told me she was bisexual. I was ok with that, but then she said she wanted to do things with girls. What a bitch! I wasn't doing things with other girls, because we were together, so why should she expect me to think that's ok?! It's disloyalty regardless of who it's with, as I see it. So that was over pretty quickly. I suppose not all bisexuals are like that? I'm a monogamous person.

Ok. I don't mean to make a big deal out of what she told me, because why should it matter, answer is, it doesn't matter at all I was just a little surprised to hear it.

I'd better go do some productive things now.

Have a fabulous Friday friends!