Nooo! I keep changing my mind about which song I want to post!!
Bear with me.
(Some time elapses)
Hehe, ok, after about 20 mins of indecision I've decided to go for one I know everyone will love 
I don't really know what to write about, today, but I haven't really posted much in awhile, so thought I would. You know how it is when I get going...
Ok, well I should start by mentioning the C.S. thing and what happened when I was reported. Firstly thanks to you guys for all of your moral support. I had a brief trade of emails with him which resulted in him "sincerely apologising", which was all I really wanted from the beginning, but there you go. So I said I'd take the post down voluntarily. Blog.co.uk said I could leave it up there, but just omit the name, which would kinda defeat the point of the post, but I'm happier now he's said sorry. I still don't agree with him or the sites he hosts, and think he's being pretty irresponsible, but what more can I do? I just hope this has maybe made him think a bit.
I'm in a bit of a bad mood today. I have been on and off for a few days now. I think last night got me down. I went to group feeling happy because I've had a good week and was looking forward to telling everyone. Unfortunately there's a lot of upset about at the moment and hearing the stories saddened and scared me. Before that I was a bit grumpy, although I'm not sure why. Events of the past year catching up on me probably. Also having no money gets you down. Not in a greedy way, but just in, I'm trapped!! Way. I have a job interview on Friday though, so wish me luck
IT feels like I go from one day to the next achieving absolutely nothing. This place is such a mess and I really need to tidy it. I should be doing that now rather than writing this, but as soon as I start I get all hot and bothered so usually end up throwing my clothes off, then the door bell goes and I run downstairs and it'll be a bloody salesman who doesn't understand no and I'll be standing there chatting to him/her in my pants then well...I don't know, just Gurrr!!! Right now I need someone to give me a cuddle and be really sympathetic, then I need to get a good nights sleep then I need to get up and have a free day so that I can get on, but unfortunately none of those things are possible.
Listen to me, I make myself sick with all of this moaning and complaining. Got time to write my blog but not to sort out my paperwork!! Loser!
Where was I, ah yes. Tonight I'm going running, but I'll see my dad there. Which is nice in one way, but I always feel awkward around him, then I'll get home and feel awkward around mum and mum will get upset because I'm being quiet. Then I won't be able to sleep, then tomorrow I have an appointment at about 9am, then I have to do work for the writing club, then at 6:30 I've got to drive a whole bunch of them down to Somerset, but I really can't afford the petrol, so I'll have to not go out this weekend...and, ah shut up.
And now I'm annoying myself even more because I'm just complaining and doing nothing about it. And what else really annoys me is I can't spell very well and this has no spell checker!!!
OMG I just wrote so much more and lost it all because it logged me out 
I was saying how my generation of cousins in my family has lots of grandparents in already and I don't even have kids...that kind of thing. But I'm a little too something to type it all again. If it doesn't save it propperly this time the computer is going out the top floor window (with me holding onto it). Oh yeah, did anyone see that hidden cost of immigration thing - when they came to Liverpool, Brixton and Bristol, well that's about half a mile from me, yay! Telly! I thought they made it out to be much better than it actually was though saying it was all green and stuff, sure it is, but it's also one of the poorest estates in the city and then they made it out to be bad by saying about those foreigners being attacked, well that was pretty isolated incidents. I mean, that made the local news, people stabbing asylum seekers isn't like a daily thing. Although even once is pretty bad and once too many tbh!!
Anyway, I'm going to try and cheer up by smiling and eating chocolate then I MIGHT tidy up.
life sucks mate. Good luck with the interview .